Try to express yourself more clearly. Try listening to your inner voice as it has something to say. You are being advised to be assertive with yourself if you have something to say to others.
Your find that emotional balance your looking for. New beginnings, peace and harmony with others in all forms look good.
Look for the presence of energy and your awareness for a deeper understanding will unravel. Connect your attention with your guides and spirit family and they will help you. connection with nature and the world around you will being a deeper understanding. Really see flowers, insect, trees and everything outside. Accept that the smallest insect to the largest tree has its own intelligence. The universal intelligence that we are all connected to.