Time to let go of the past as it’s been depressing and restricted. There is an older man that is unsure of his needs and can turn cold on you. He could be keeping you in the past in some way. You can both sort things out, but don’t rush anything.
You have new opportunities and direction to think about so please think positively. Once your past February things will look differently and new opportunities and even a change to the work plan can happen. Be open to anything at the moment.
You have plenty of time to think about the logistics of life. Xx