Time to be gentle with yourself and give yourself the time and respect you deserve. You are an empathic soul and you could be trying to understand your past in some way. Accept the things you can change and gently bin the rest that has no purpose in your future.
You may join a positive thinking group or just express yourself in writing and art. You could also debate with others and exchange with others your ideas and feelings. Your connection with the world is to bring in positive ideas and leave out dated, out worn ideas to one side. You do have a good view point, so please use it to push other people forward.
You could also receive intergalactic messages that leave you feeling inspired. xx